12 September 2006
[[ haha....how cold ]]
when people say 'haha'
i alwats wonder if they really mean it
its so easy to just type "haha"
even when ur sad
u can just type "haha"
even when ur sad.
takes no effort whatsoever
it can mask ur emotions if thats wad u wanna do
but u can totally tell when ppl are doing so
they sound insincere
but even though everyone can tell
other ppl still try to
because they're scared
sometimes scared of their own emotions
sometimes just scared of the truth
the scary, unpredictible truth inside them
because they all know that the truth hurts
sometimes it hurts them
sometimes it hurts those who are close to them
sometimes it hurts those who are invisible to them
of course
the truth doesnt ALWAYS hurt
sometimes it makes people smile or laugh
sometimes its better for the truth to come out
because deep inside,
everyone noes that the longer u keep the truth inside you,
especailly if its a truth that u noe will hurt others deeply
its better for it to come out
to let people know
but after saying all that i still cant tell you...
im not strong enough
im so sorry...
bittersweet-the life i live
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