10 August 2006
lonely
a feeling of emptyness.
sadness
of being alone in this big world
feeling like there is no one
no one to stand with you
beside you to guide you
to be lost in a sea of people
but feel that emptyness wash over you again
to not know what to do
to not know what is right
to feel disgouraged
to have an aching 'sensation'
deep in your heart
to feel stranggely calm,
quiet,
in ways that are not right
to feel that something is missing,
like a piece of the puzzle gone,
to keep you from seeing the big pucture
a feeling that might not be bad,
it might keep you in deep thought
while the lonelyness washes over you all over again
~and YES!!! i noe it sucks XD~
bittersweet-the life i live
5:19 PM
